I dare to be myself.

The little girl inside refuses to grow up, I never want her to grow up. I hide her in my skin, there is no any place for her in the human jungle. Her imagination is her reality, she believes there is a meadow in her room blooming with white daisies, she dances to an inaudible tune with shower of sunlight drenching the walls of her bedroom. Her eyes glow at the sight of strawberries, butterflies melt her heart to butter and God is her best friend.
As I step out of my room I lock her inside and throw the keys in my bag, every step towards the car remind me of reality, work, the plastic smiles, the pointless mind numbing chatter of the social butterflies, the fear of my boss, the sarcasm of my colleagues....men looking elsewhere instead of directly at my face whilst discussing business...ugh....this world is not for her or is she not for this world...
 
Reality of life:

• You and only you are responsible for your situation in life.
• Never let anyone find out your weakness.
• Never be held hostage by your feelings.
• You have flaws just like everyone else that doesn’t mean your less than anyone else.
• God is your only true friend; respect him and he will never let go because he is the only one who can give you selfless true love.
• NO ONE has the right to treat you like crap no matter how much you love them or how much they love you.
• Never allow anyone to put you down because of what they have done for you.
• You were born alone you will die alone.
• You don't always get what you want; sometimes worse, sometimes better.
• Never think your better than any one.
• Never disrespect any human being, we are all God's creatures.
• God is watching 24/7.
• NEVER GET EMOTIONALLY ATTACHED TO ANYONE OR ANYTHING – EVER.
• Expectations lead to disappointments - DO NOT expect anything from any one EVER.
• Always go with your gut instinct.
• Integrity is the KEY.